He created a “throwaway” account for the original post because his friends knew his main Reddit account. I’m a little anxious about me actually figuring out what the hell I am because of how homophobic my dad is.Īnyways, sorry for the wall of text, I just needed somewhere to vent and I haven’t got anywhere else to go… I think I’m probably bi, but then again who knows.
I’ve been figuring out my emotions for the past few days and it’s been pretty weird. I’ve always sort of thought I might be bi or gay but I’ve never acted out on it, primarily because my father is a huge homophobe. Well anyways let’s just say I didn’t expect to feel the way I did afterwards.
I came across one of the porn threads a couple days ago and decided “Eh, what the fuck, I’ll give it a go…” and watched some of it. I’ve been subbed here for a while, I guess it was a way for my brain to try and tell me that I might be something else than just “straight” but I guess it’s taken me a while to admit.